2002-05-06 - 12:22 a.m.
Could someone please just put huge chain links around my neck and just pull hard? I mean REAALLY hard. Or less painful, you can just secretly put poison in my drink but make sure it has aspertame so it's sweet at least, then I could just die and sleep forever.
ARGGGGGGH!
I don't wanna go through bleeding finals! I honestly have problems dealing with exams. I've diagnosed my self with Test Anxiety Disorder because this happens whenever this time of the semester rolls around. It's like my stomach's having a circus of its own and my heart is beating so fast and hard. I really ought to go and seek a counselor's help, but I'm just too chicken about it all.
I'm having my first final (out of 5) tomorrow (Monday) on Internet Technology, the hardest among all of my classes. I've been studying like a madwoman, you won't even believe.
I thought taking a break to calm down and collect my thoughts was a good idea.
But now I realize I'm too nervous to stay away from my books too long even just to write.
So I guess if I'm lucky, and if I don't get a heart attack in the next few hours, I'll be back.
As for now, I depart.
