2002-03-07 - 6:27 p.m.
I have a dilemma. I checked the listing of available rooms again today, and there's nothing there that's of any use to me. I wanna take that house on Louis St. already, damn it! The rent's $390 a month tho', and that's a tad expensive. But then, someone else might take it if I wait any longer. I dunno.
You know those people who want something, but always say that they'll get it 'next time'. Yet the next time they go, what they want isn't there anymore? And then they say to themselves, "I shoulda gotten it before". Well, I am definitely NOT like that. When I want something, I can't be at peace with myself until I actually get it. I don't mean to say that I get it right away. I just get it soon after I realize I really & truly want it, or when I start to dream about it while sleeping AND during waking hours. Is that bad, you think? Pat calls it 'impatience'. I call it steadfastness & determination. I just don't want any regrets on anything I do or don't do, you know?!?
